This is a collection, mostly recorded on my phone, from 2015 to 2019 of random jams, projects, and some live recordings with my friends. This is not a studio album. Some tracks are stereo and some are mono.



SPECIAL THANKS

Publix subs, 122, landshark beer, hats, screaming, lava lamps, the beach, thai house, anxiety, trash consumers, fuzz pedals, Steves pizza, my plant Leif (see the cover), and people who pay to see terrible music



== Lyrics ==



Sea Bed


Hard, hit the bottom
Feel the cold
And I’ve never felt so old

Is this real?
Can it be?
Fall asleep beneath the sea

Oh dear me
Feel the waves
Say goodbye to yesterday

Close my eyes
Rest my head

Now, am I dying
I don’t know
I don’t care, I don’t care

Let me sleep
In the deep
If this is death just let me be

Peacefully
Dreaming of
Somewhere, just you and me

Finally
I can’t breathe



I Eat Garbage


I eat garbage!

Headbang in my car\
No matter where we are
It’s always so fun
Banging without a gun

If there’s one thing I know
No matter where I go
If there’s one thing I’ll do
I’ll Headbang for you

Everywhere I go, you know I’ll be bangin my head
You already know, that I’m not gonna stop until I’m dead

Bang along if you can
I believe in you man
Headbang anywhere
Dancing with your hair

I will get weird looks
Feel free to stare
I got news for you
I don’t fucking care!

Everywhere I go, you know I’ll be banging my head
You already know, that I’m not gonna stop until I’m dead
Stop until I’m dead

I eat garbage!



I’m Just A Dog


Throw me
A bone
Can you still
Take me home

I will fight
I will bark
I will bite
In the dark

I need another soul
To keep me warm
I need another soul
Please keep me warm

This is why
I don’t try
I’m staying in tonight
Don’t leave me all alone

I need another soul
To keep me warm
I need another soul
Please keep me warm

I know, you know
That you know, that I know
You know, I know
That I know, that you know

We know we know, that’s enough for me
Why can’t you just give me a break?
Cause I’m just a dog

Just a dog
Just a dog

I’m just a dog, I’m just a dog
I’m just a dog, I’m just a dog

just a dog, Just a dog
just a dog



The Undergrowth


Deep down underground
There’s another feeling now
If you’ve got in in your head
You’re already dead

Join us under the earth
What makes you decides your worth
And re-death becomes re-birth



Gold


Get
what you give
What you put in
is what you receive
Ask what you want
to be asked
Give love freely
Create what you
want
to
have

You are alone
But you don’t have to be



Colors


Colors, they don’t mean a thing
Bullet on a string, so obscene

Colors, mean too much to you
And so they did, and they do

Colors, I wish I was blue
No one would care about it too

So I’ll be waiting for the day
Colors will go away
Until then, I will say
Hey



Icebox


I’m in a box
Don’t want the pox, oh no
Where are the locks?
Icicles moving in

Cold but ok
Here I will stay, oh yes
What did you say?
broken, frostbitten

Freeze...

I’m in a box
Don’t want the pox, oh no
Where are the locks?
Icicles moving in

I heard her say
It’s not the way, oh yeah
This is the day
The icebox is opening

Freeze..



Psychosurf


Maker of waves
You are in my mind
Splashing and thrashing
So hard all the time

You are the ocean
And I am debris
Surfing the waves of
My anxiety

Drowning in my fears
I'm close to the end
I got a storm when
I needed a friend

Out of my mind and
Still close to no land
Cause you are Poseidon
And I am just a man

In my head
In my eye
Psychosurf when I cry
In my mind all the time

Surf when I'm high
When I'm low
Psychosurf starts to show
Am I sane? I don't know

I toss and I turn
In my bed
Cause of the thoughts
In my head

Say that I won't
But I know I will
I'll go crazy
Cause I love you still

Psychosurf



Church of Mud


Here in the field
No sword and no shield
It gets lonely
So lonely

There they spoke to me
I heard, now I see
Live slowly
Die slowly

See that the change makes it right
Don’t let the dark take the light
Churches of mud steal your soul
Gotta get back what they stole

Here in the field
No sword and no shield
It gets lonely
So lonely

See that the change makes it right
Don’t let the dark take the light
Churches of mud steal your soul
Gotta get back what they stole



My Love


I know you’ll be here
Right as I am leaving
Just cause I don’t know
Doesn’t mean I’m not grieving

Ooh my love

Just cause I can’t see
Doesn’t mean I can’t feel
Just cause it’s not here
Doesn’t mean it’s not real

Ooh my love



Horse


???



Toy Guns


Hey
Have you seen
My gun
I can’t find it any
Where
Yes I looked
In my room
I’ll clean up later I swear
There are monsters after me
I need my gun to
Bring the fight to them
Oh where the hell is my gun

Swear
That I left
It right here
I can’t believe it’s gone

I don’t know
What to do
I guess that I could ask you
Have you seen it?
Is it lost?
Will I be the same?

On the run with my toy gun
No place to hide with pretend on my side yeah
I’m gonna get you for all that you’ve done

Fire!



The undergrowth IV


The person
Who plays
The song will always change
But the song is the same

The people
Who hear it
Sing from from far away
They sing the song without a name